Tuesday, May 17, 2016

WOMEN BE LIKE MAGIC: Hello World




Currently, I am in the recovery phase of Ovarian Cancer and Encephalitis. This dual disease entered my life in January 19th 2015 and since that time I have never been the same. Cancer alone is enough to swallow but my encephalitis (brain inflammation) is an ongoing battle that tests my limits each and every day. On that note the phrase "I'm not sure what I'm doing but I'm getting good at it" inspired me to write about women who have vision. Why? Since diagnosed I have been hospitalized for nearly 4 months, rehabbed for 3 and underwent 21 various chemotherapy or immunosuppressant regimens. Needless to say, some days I still don't know what I am doing, mentally or physically. The inflammation causes me to forget, stutter, wobble and succumb to cerebellum overload. But I am alive and happy to share my perspective of strong women that I've researched in times of mental strife. I just kept thinking, "If they could move mountains then I can wake up today." And so I do.

Photos: My sisters and I circa 1980s. 

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  1. With all of those challenges many would give up
    But not you
    You are s o strong
    So smart
    So giving
    Wow!

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    1. Gracias! It feels somewhat empowering writing about my journey and so, here it goes. Peace. Moni

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  2. I'm so glad to see you writing more! You are a testament to how strong a woman can be when she sets her mind to it. I'm inspired by you!

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    1. It took a school assignment to get me here but better late than never! I do feel stronger now than the last time I saw you and I'm counting the days till our GG reunion. I love you! M.

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  3. You have always inspired me with your drive and determination, flavored with laughter! Look forward to reading and seeing you soon! Xo

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    1. Me too times a million! Feels like we were just margarita-ing it up somewhere off Bedford Avenue. How did these years fly by? Thanks for always being there for me, Misty! You are blood to me. xoxo M.

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  4. You truly are the epitome of magic. May your journey be filled with tranquility and optimism. Someone once told me when you feel down just remember that it can only get better from here on out! So when things do get a little hairy just keep that pretty chin up and dust off the bad vibes and look forward to whats to come!

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    1. Almost 20 years later we are living the sister hood we were meant to live in a time where anything can happen for you and I. It's an exciting time and I'm lucky to have you near to enjoy these island days. xoxo M.

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